My therapist wants to see me once a week now. Since I have been talking in chat rooms I will talk now. Last Thursay she gave me a list of hospitals I could go to. I don't know if I have to go to a hospital or not. The insurance company said most likely they will try medication first. I wonder if you can visit these hospitals if the psychiatrist wants you in a hospital. She will call me for a time this week but it will be every Thursday at 2:30 p.m. after that.