I am already becoming self destructive with my new therapist. The old therapist gave me 50 minutes and the new one 1/2 hour. I wanted a longer time. It is for 45 minutes she writes things up for 15 minutes. We did more in that 1/2 hour than I use to do with the old one in 50 mintues. I like to get angry about everything now. The RN at the insurance company told me to write down why I was so negative all the time and don't trust people. I waited a day then started doing it. I realize some stuff now that I didn't before. The new therapist offered me a case manager to remind me to take my meds. I want to find out what else they do. And to go to group meetings. I wanted nothing to do with both. Now that I have time to things about it and to talk it over on other chat rooms I might do it. It's like whenever anyone wants to help me I won't let them.
I am already becoming self destructive with my new therapist. The old therapist gave me 50 minutes and the new one 1/2 hour. I wanted a longer time. It is for 45 minutes she writes things up for 15 minutes. We did more in that 1/2 hour than I use to do with the old one in 50 mintues. I like to get angry about everything now. The RN at the insurance company told me to write down why I was so negative all the time and don't trust people. I waited a day then started doing it. I realize some stuff now that I didn't before. The new therapist offered me a case manager to remind me to take my meds. I want to find out what else they do. And to go to group meetings. I wanted nothing to do with both. Now that I have time to things about it and to talk it over on other chat rooms I might do it. It's like whenever anyone wants to help me I won't let them.