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peewee
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 Posted - 10/01/2008 : 23:03:19
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I often look back and wonder if the symptoms had started when I was a child.
It must have as I was genetically predispositioned to have it.
If I think of my mannerisms - being shy, afraid, lonely, insecure - I never enjoyed my childhood years as I was soooo self-conscious about myself.
I became weird as I grew up - okay I had weird friends so I fitted in quite well but I grew out of it in my adult working years which was from the age of 18.
From 18 to 23 I was unhappy with the relationships I was in so I focused on my career and then I became shy, afraid, lonely, insecure and self-conscious about myself all over again - just as I did when I was a child.
Then I developed schizophrenia.
So for me there was a pattern. |
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It was there genetically but only developed later
