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Pookiebabe6491
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 Posted - 04/22/2007 : 12:24:06
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For a while now, I have been hearing these voices, some shouting my name in an angry voice and some saying demonic things. When I hear my name being shouted I ask everyone around me if they called my name, but everyone says no. And then the other voices I hear are ones that tell me to do things. They often say things like, "kill her, Hell, Satan , slice her head open, slice her wrists.." and many more disturbing things. I hate these voices, and sometimes I hear like demons whispering and it drives me nuts. Anywhere I am, they won't stop. Sometimes they come when I'm sitting in my classroom and trying to learn, the voices are all that I can hear. And it really messes up my learning abilities. Also, my family tells me that I am extremely paranoid, because this woman who sits outside of my house in her car every morning, drives me crazy. She has been there every morning for the past 4 years!! Because, my brother and I stand in our garage waiting for the bus to come, when that woman just sits right in front of our house every morning until we leave. Sometimes, my brother shouts just to see her reaction, and she does. She drives away very fast, but then comes right back the next morning. I know she is spying on us somehow. She has planted cameras and microphones in my house and in my room. To observe me, and then later report everything I do to the government!
Also, I often have horrible thoughts of killings and how my family members can be killed, but really I love my family to death. Also, sometimes when I am in the same room with my mother, I turn to her because I could have sworn she asked me a question, so I answer it and then I sort of "come back to reality" and see that she is looking down at her newspaper and didn't say one word to me. I often see my brother or friends dancing around singing a song, when really they are just simply talking to me. They tell me I am hallucinating, but I just...zoned out for a minute. It's no big deal. But I am wondering if this is normal or not?
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| RebeccaTacosaGray
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Posted - 03/16/2008 : 22:41:34
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Pookiebabe:
Go to my website right now and take a look at what I've written, and don't worry, you can fight right through these beings. L'Epee D'un Ange http://epeedunange.blogspot.com/) First of all, DON'T PANIC. It's them doing it, not you. The type of being that does this type of thing is malignant-negate it. They try to place the thought, place them outside of yourself. Tell it to GET LOST. Second of all, try your best to WALK RIGHT THROUGH THEM. Deny them everything. And when they say these asinine things that you're exposed to, tell them to GET LOST and LEARN TO LOVE. These beings deserve no lenience. You must keep yourself healthy, and you must recognize, first and foremost, that what you are experiencing is merely a breach and that you can conquer and walk right through it. When you have negative thought, just ssy, "How ****ing ridiculous," and go out and do something nice for someone. DOING ACTS OF KINDNESS NEGATES THESE BEINGS. KNOW IT. I know it's hard, I truly know it's hard. I've walked through beings like this firsthand and I know that it can be trying on your psyche and physical being. Secondly, use the prayers on my other website, L'Epee De Dieu (http://epeededieu.blogspot.com/)to gather help and pull positive energy to yourself. There are people and beings in this universe that protect without fail, and they will come to your aid. I know it seems strange, but if you consider the energy that's exposed you, you will understand that I have seen loveliness at work, in True God, in beings of Love, in True Jesus, and in the Holy Spirit. They are all beautiful and protect without fail. Know it. Please write me if you need to talk or need practical advice. And DENY THESE BEINGS THING. THEY HAVE NO POWER. THEM THEY ARE FORBIDDEN TO DO ANYTHING, FORBIDDEN TO TALK, FORBIDDEN TO SPEAK NEGATIVELY. Then become a warrior and walk right through them. Be normal. Think of yourself as normal, in a way, forgetting that they are there. It naturalizes you, so keep to remembering who you are. What you did before the voices appeared. Again, much love and support. Visit my site. It will truly help you... Rebecca Tacosa Gray
Love Breathes Beauty into All.-Rebecca Tacosa Gray http://epeedunange.blogspot.com/ |
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Hearing Voices and Paranoia
