I think I wondered why the other person I was with wasn't ducking for cover or impressed by it. I think freaked out would be the right phrase not necessarily scared.
I had some problems as a child, I was always 'strange' as compared to everyone else. My first sypmtoms happened when I was young, about 13 or so, but it didn't develop fully until I was 15.
also, another thing i had in high school besides lack of friends, was a tendency to imagine things. i would daydream at any moment that i had spare and imagine good things or happy things to happen to me. but i didn't have a hard time at home, despite me knowing about my dad's affair when i was 6 years old.